I’m not lazy. I just can’t wake up in the morning. Surfacing is like some kind of nightmare, I can feel slightly awake and I know I am awakening but then it all slides away again. And I want to wake up and do stuff but I keep sliding away and then it’s like an hour later. And I don’t even start to wake p until gone 10 and 11 if I don’t set an alarm. Which is ridiculous when I go to bed at 11:30 or midnight.