More existential angst

Strange how key sleep is to keeping life on an even keel.

I am not very even at the moment, it’s all roller coastery for me. Wonderful holiday, work is fine, it really is quite fun but I’m so unmotivated even tho they seem quite happy with me and what I’ve been doing. Love life is a doozy, have an assignation next weekend with a bloke who is alright mainly because I need some attention  and have started internet dating again. I need to start some form of regular exercise or team thing but I am fretting about money and don’t want to start something I can’t keep up. Will be cycling to work from next week tho a couple of times a week which will help.